loveloveme88

does anyone know that site that lets you enter how many calories you plan to eat a day and how much exercise and the amount of weight youll loose in a week, month etc. i lost it when i had to delete all my proana stuff off my computer

i havent been on in a million years, i had to go to a therapist and crap cuz of my boyfriend....all they did was really make me get fat, so yea, now im back

im 5'1 i wasss 87 before they made me start eating again :/ then i just let go, got all the way back up to 101 and now im back at 94, so yea, im feeling good, its just hard cuz i cant skip out on dinner ever, cuz they all watch me and know my tricks now, so ive started to run, i run 5-8 miles a day woo, but yea feels good

and does anyone know anything that will help me go?? im scared of laxatives, i know you get addicted and it screws you up, but i just really need to go, i havent pooed in so long, i know that sounds gross


helpp me! glad to be back girls, love you all

why am i such a scale whore??

:P haha

from starbucks, it says theyre 100 cals, but im skeptical, but i thought it would be nice to have them in my fridge so when im hungry i just have an iced coffee, i would love anyones opinion on this...good or a bad thing?

i think my eating disorder is basically at its most out of control point

i cant really handle it anymore, its like the only thing i have though...hate it
on another note, my boy friend and i are getting pretty serious, hope everything is gonna be alright with us in the end, i want it to last a long time, i love him a lot :)

i changed my user pic

i used to be skinnyyy legs with hearts haha
this one is me :/ might change it back

everyone here is such an inspiration and a help, and we are all going to be skinnnyy!!


clearly the majority of us are already gorgeous, judging by all the pictures being posted :D

love you all! xoxo

ok, so i was stuck at 97.4 for like 3 days, and so i allowed myself to binge drink last night and ate some food, to try and raise my metab and i guess it worked cuz now im at 95.6 and that was while wearing a t-shirt and my underwear, i wasnt naked which is how i normally weigh myself

im so happy, i hate being stuck at one weight

watching the biggest loser right now

anyone else LOVE love LOVE that show??

my sister makes me fat...she eats like mad and doesnt gain a thing!! but i do of course...

i need her to go back to school
i love her, but i NEED to be thin more than i need to binge with her every night
i feel horrible about thinking that way...ahhh!!

so frustrated